[Blog]
For the dudes/gals who are interested in my thoughts and life.
29 juni 2006
Okay, this is my first entry. I think that the first question is: Why do I
write this in English? Well, I just came up with this idea. Call me crazy or
mad, I don't really care.
When I was sitting in
the garden I came up with some ideas for a poem/song or whatever. Only,
I've forgotten what that was. So, I am just going to put some of my thoughts
down.
Why are men such
assholes sometimes?
Why are little girls kidnapped, raped, murderd and dumped like trash?
Why are there some people who are proud to be a racist?
Why do people jump in front of trains just to kill themselves?
Why are there men who touch girls, and think they can get away with it?
I personally think that the men who rape and murder girls are totally out of
their minds. I have, when I hear a story about such things, a strong feeling. A
very angry, sickening feeling. A feeling that can make me do horrible things.
Like, for instant, killing that guy. Cut of his dick, let him bleed to death,
shoot him through the head. Anything to let him die. I know, revenge is not The
option. But still, it's very tempting, don't you think?
I wanna come clean, I
have a history with such men. Not like, raping me or something. But still, it
has made a very big impact on me. I try so hard to forget about him, try to
forget his hands, the look in his eyes. It's hard, but I am far with
'processing' it. I know girls who also have been sexually molested, or raped.
They often are depressed, cut themselfes and jump in front of trains. When I
hear such things, it just makes me mad. The girls who experience these horrible
things, have no blame. The guys just had to leave them alone. But because most
men just don't except 'NO' for an anwser, these things will continue every day,
every minute.
Do you know what is the worst?
Most sexual predators never will be punished...
30 juni 2006
When I am bored, I come up with
the most 'interesting' subjects to write about. So, my next subject will be
the egocentric behaviour of the human being. The most people I know are
totally not egocentric. There are a few. And I find them very annoying. Always
talking about them self, never asking 'How are you doing?’ living in there own
world.
I think
that this kind of behaviour is developt by
reflecting the parents.People are not born that way. It must have something to do
with the parents, and the environment they grow up. Does anyone have another
theory about this? Please, let me know...
Now that I think of it, I am really 'embarrassed' to life in a world like this.
People are not social anymore, yelling and screaming nasty words at each other.
If someone says something to you when you are trying to steal a bike/car, you
have a change that you will be kicked to death. People are not accepting each
other the way they are, always thinking in labels. Always making fun of each
other, laughing behind backs, calling names, even beat them up, just because
they have a different opinion.
When you see someone stealing
something, will you go to that person and say something?
Edit (with thanks to Chris) : Do
you think it is normal that the whole world finds the following things very
normal?
(When I say normal, that means that most people are not surprised when it
happens in their environment.
1. Lover boys
2. Rape
3. Sexual harassment
4. Cursing
5. Malicious pleasure
6. Pointless violence
Most people live with their eyes closed. They don't know what is going on in
the world. So people, open up the eyes!